The Language of Love?

I begin to question, what is actually the language of love? The language that could transmit our love to somebody we love without even telling a single word. I don’t care whether it is in form of gesture or verbal. What I care is a device which can translate my feeling to the language which can be understood by the person l love’s feeling. That’s all!

Many times, almost always, I fall for the wrong person. I don’t know why. I begin to assume that it is perhaps caused by my previous life which had done so many sins towards the ladies so that nowadays I live in a less love life from a lady. Or perhaps, it is because of my fate. Or perhaps, God has stopped his blessings to me for being loved by a woman? I knock the wood three times if it is true. To tell you the truth, I don’t know how to depict my feeling to a woman, really! Thanks God for there is no such TOEFL test for measuring my love depicting ability otherwise I will have a score below 100, I guess.   

Too many people keep parroting that women are sensitive. They are not only women but also men who say it true. What I don’t understand is why I haven’t found it true? Think logically guys. If the women are sensitive, why don’t they sometimes understand men’s feelings? Is that what it meant by sensitive? Second, recall your memory when you get hurt by your girlfriend. Recall your memory when they leave you for a jerk. Recall your memory when you are being ignored by her? Is it hurt? Yes! Sucks in fact! Is that what it meant by sensitive and lovable?

To top it all, guys. The hardest thing to understand for me is why I still love the one who has ignored my feeling and dropped me down to earth when she had flew me high to the sky? Even now I am trapped in a circle of love which I don’t know where the end is and falling for a woman who is also trapped in a circle, even an eight-shaped love, to another man. Love is indeed like dominos; I fall for her and she fall for the other. Whatta weird world!